Life feels weird right now. In a matter of days I will know my fate. Will I officially be cleared to graduate in May? In the meantime everything seems to be moving in place. All except for money.
I'm hurting right now, because my mom is hurting...stressed out. I hate when she is like this. When something stresses her out it's a domino effect - meaning everyone feels it - especially if the next situation that comes her way is followed by another "stressful" situation. Money is tight from all angles right now. It's starting to show on my mom's face.
I wish I could make this all go away. Everyone's financial problem solved. Mine, my grandmother's and even my parents can use the extra cushion. Yet the numbers don't lie and time doesn't go according to man necessarily. I need a big miracle to happen to ease this pain.
Maybe I'm being a bit dramatic. Maybe this will all blow over in another day or two. Still, right here and now.. doesn't feel so good, especially when looking at the future and all the things that need to be accomplished with....money.